She talked with me, smiled with me, laughed with me, she shares her thoughts with me. HE then walks by in a wife beater, masculinity showing and for that second shes in his arms. If only he knew his power and how to use it, which most have figured this out, he could have sucked the life out of me. I wonder what it feels like. I almost gave in again, ill just cry it out and keep pushing on. I wonder will I still have the energy to keep my morals after I become normal or will I fall at the end. No one who hasn't felt this can know what this feels like. To have everything and too much of something you don't want.
