Typical. really no need for specifics - you all understand how gyne affects your mind....and my case is not even that pronounced.
bascially I was a 19 y.o. 145 skin-and-bones out of shape guy with fat little nipples, would not ever take my shirt off no matter what. felt terible about myself. I started hitting the weights hard. every day, really thought it would change everything. thats actually putting it lightly, I really changed my entire lifestyle.
well, 3 years later ive gained 50 pounds... now i have a big muscular chest, with fat little nipples and i still feel like shit about myself. pretty sad. I CONSTANTLY tug and grab them to make them errect. I even resort to wearing band-aids over the nipples when i go out when wearing a fitted shirt, it all just adds up to me feeling like crap.
really starting to strongly consider surery now - Ive had one surgeon turn me away because in his opinion My case was not bad enough...
heres some photos. I want to warn you guys that 1) Im 'hiding' my gyne here - my nipples are super errect, and im actaully trying to make my chest look as good as possible for the photo- i took them for my gf who lives in another state. and 2) there a little revealing - again, for the girl...
before:
http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e159/joed4640/132095263QKEMoI_ph.jpgafter:
http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e159/joed4640/P1010111.jpghttp://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e159/joed4640/112007_21211.jpghttp://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e159/joed4640/112007_21181.jpgI know you guys may cast this off as 'nothing' or 'not bad' and there are many here with worse. but i asure you I have masses under both nipples, and the nipples are a constant source of low self asteem. Ive worked so, so hard to try and rid myself of this naturally.
I do feel somewhat better about myself than 3 years ago, but only in certain situations - like when my nipples are errect, or im in the act of lifting weights. Im constantly grabbing and pulling on my nipples to errect them - which you all know is hopeless, and just makes me feel more self concious.
ill have to get some 'candid' shots up of my chest showing the nipples in the un-errect state so you guys can see the drastic diffrence. ive become pretty good at hiding them.