If my T keeps dropping, HRT would be the least of my worries!
All kidding aside, it used to bother me about my size, but that was when I was pretty much in denial I even had a bust. If I had been totally flat chested and a fly got under my shirt, the projection probably would have freaked me out.
I haven't been flat chested since I was pre-teen. I have no memories of what it feels like to not have tissue moving on my chest or looking down and seeing two round mounds below my neck. This health care provider engages about my breasts, unlike my primary health care provider who has never given any idea he has even noticed my chest. She asks questions about fit, comfort, support and containment to be sure I am not doing any harm to my breasts and my mental state on accepting my breasts and wearing support for them. She even asks me what type of support am using when I exercise. She remembers when I first started to wear a bra and the paranoia I had on being discovered. Of course the truth is whether I am wearing a bra or not, you can tell I have boobs. Being discovered wearing a bra was the least of my troubles and it took a while to realize that. Once I did, size didn't really play into it. I have had breasts so long now, size doesn't really enter the equation anymore. I am what I am. You either have boobs or you don't. Size is a societal hangup. I am not broken because I have a chest. Society is broken for fixating on my chest, and the chests of all women and men who have breasts. That is one thing we share with our sisters. Do I want to look presentable? Yes. Who doesn't. Do I want to flaunt them? No.There are lots of looks I can wear that the girls show, but they aren't the main attraction. Then, there are other looks where the girls are all you see. And if you pay attention to how women dress, the majority of the time, they down play their chest. You can see they have breasts, but your eyes aren't drawn to the chest. You may not even notice them at times. That is a lesson I have learned about how to dress. That has really helped me deal with the size issue.
Do I WANT to get bigger? Not really. But then I didn't ask to have boobs either. But if it happens, it happens. Can't do much about it. Biggest problem I see about getting bigger is the girls get heavier and they do a good bra dance now. Clothing becomes a real issue then too. Men's shirts just don't have any give in the bust and at my size now, occasionally I have shirt problems. And trying to find women's tops that don't appear feminine is a real challenge. They look too feminine or are too form fitting in the chest and show off the girls. I would hate to see what it would be like if I were a I or J or K! I suspect I will grow some if my T continues to fall and my estrogen stays at the high level it is. It is possible doing nothing, I could become a F or G. Large breasts run in the family. I am trying to lose some weight and get more healthy but I am not really seeing that much change in the volume of my breast and I don't have that much more to lose. As I go down in band size, the cup size is going up. Where I was a DD before, by losing weight and dropping a band size, I am now a DDD and no real change in volume. I am moving into 36 now and it is possible I could go as small as a 34 in some bras so yeah, even if nothing grows, my smaller frame will show the girls off even more so they are "getting bigger" either way. Certainly, if the options I had were to get some life threatening disease or the side effect of medication for it was abnormally large breasts, I am buying stock in bra companies.
For so many years I loathed my boobs. I would dream of ways to remove them, I hated them so much. But after I came to accept them, I am now trying to be as physically comfortable as I can with them. That means bras; so be it. I am now to the point, that to go braless for any length of time, reminds me of how physically uncomfortable I was before. And I HATE that physical feeling. I wish I had been smarter and just come to terms years ago. I would have been more physically (and mentally) comfortable.
