Hey guys,
How's it going?
I've posted one previous message on here but this will section will probably be more helpful.
Anyway, I've had this godforsaken condition since I was 12, I'm now 24 and I'm completely fed up with it!!
At first I didn't realise I had anything wrong with me but then I would hear the lads whisper "has he got breasts or something".
I lived with it, believing one day it would just disappear...that's what all the magazine's said.Unfortunately it never has and I'm completely shot for confidence now. I'm not the tallest bloke in the world at to make matters worst I walk with a distinct hump. When I play footie I can't wear my team shirt as they stick out.Nevermind the fact as Defensive Mid I'm unable to stick my chest out
I dread when my mates talk about a night out and me having to spend hours in front of the mirror trying on a load of tops before one just about hides them. When I go out shopping buying at least one size bigger then I am. The worst is having to wear jumpers in the summer!!!
I went to see the Doc about 6 months ago. He carried out a blood test for everything from hormones to diabetes. He then recommended me to the endocrinology department at the local infirmary. The consultants response was that it wasn't a hormone problem. Back to my G.P I went and He recommended me for surgery I haven't had my consultation yet.
I'm dreading the appointment now after reading some of the "horror stories" on here. Unfortunately, I have no way of paying private at the moment and the NHS is the only way.
Is it that bad???
I can't live with this anymore, I want to take my top off in front of my bird or go swimming on hols with the lads.I just want to be f***king normal!!!I know I am but it's just frustrating!