Tired of it,
It truly is a sad and hard hearted world we live in. People judge and ridicule others from what they see on the outside.
I agree with the others that you need find new friends. Ones that show true friendship and aren't so shallow as to ridicule you while you have an infirmity.
Only you know if you should have surgery.
They say that beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
For me true beauty is the wounded soldier that doesn't know why he is in some distant land fighting an enemy that he can't detect but still uses what strength he has left to help a child that lost some limbs from an IED.
True beauty is the woman that is consoling a little girl that is bald from chemo and doesn't know if she will ever see her next birthday.
The man who comes home from a thankless job being over worked and under paid from a corporation that couldn't care less if he can continue to keep a roof over his family's head and still makes it a point to hide his discouragement.
The young girl that holds the baby she accidentally brought into this world and wonders where the father is and how she will be able to give this child a good home.
For me that's just a few.
We all may be so ugly on the outside that we wonder if the mirror will break but we also should be able to see the hidden beauty of people that give the very little that they have to enrich the lives of those around them even when it goes unnoticed or recognized.
Try to find friends that see the hidden beauty in people. Friends that will be there in your hour of need. Friends that couldn't care less if you have breasts like a girl or if you have the build of the greatest body builder.
The uncaring and heartless are a dime a dozen. Shrug off their need to exalt themselves at other people's expense. They're only showing their own bitterness and lack of self esteem.
True beauty comes from within.
Tiff