Well Im doing it. I scheduled an appointment too see the guy who could do the surgery. I have no insurrance but am planning to plop half my life savings ( got the doctor down to about 5 grand) but he hasnt even seen me yet. I have a decent paying job that wont give me fulltime(benefits) so I could quit m decent good job for a crappy one and claim some Ins.then blow off the job after surgery but I dont want to leave my current job so I'll just bite the bullet. I dont have a "life" to spend my savings on anyway as things are.
But anyway im very concerned. Ive never had my chest really examined. A psyciatrist looked me up and down and said yeah you probly have gyne,but still.
I know a few things. I have huge huge fatty boobs that stick out kinda lemony and just a massive overbuildup of the chest fast that goes all the way beneith my arm to the sides. Im very tall so although Im overweight my gut isnt too bad really if Im standing because of my length. I dont really have nipples. I have round flesh but no stickout nipple they are sorta inverted. I try to examine myself but I cant really feel any "breast material" though given my current dating status I dont know what actual breast feel like. im a bit overweight with a massive massive chest buildup. My Upper chest torso is twice as wide as my lower torso because the fat is just hanging off the side of my ribcage like some sort of nightmare and not to mention the boobs that I simply cannot hide under a shirt.
I spent my whole life sitting on a computer 15 hrs a day ( LITERALLY) the way u are sitting now so maybe thats partly why my fat developed all wierd like, either that or I have a harmonal imbalance giving my chest female attributes called Gynecomastie. So Either way I just dont know whats going on. If im getting liposuction, breast reduction,or breast removel but Im about to go see a guy who is going to take all my money so natuarally im scared and pretty lost.
I wonder if he can (trustingly) examin my breasts and tell me because I dont have 150 to waste on getting a breast exam from another doctor.
I dont have a webcam but I just got a new cellphone with a decent/blurry camera maybe I can take a picture and put it in one of these forrums. There is little else I could turn to. My dadmust be half blind as he had no idea I was suffering so much from such a rediculous condition and to my mom Im her great son who looks great no matter what I do and she wants me to be happy but couldnt care less if I got surgery or not so I consider them no help