Hello again,
I've become a bit of a frequent message sender in the past couple of months, and feel I should really ease off and possibly deal with my issue rather then getting so caught up on it. I thank all the doctors for all the responses for my posts in the past, all have been fully informative, reassuring and can feel the expertise ooze from every response I read.
Not sure if you'll remember the posts as i know you deal with numerous amounts of people, but I've been extremely unhappy about my chest for 7 years (am now 21), finally decided to do something about it and underwent Lipo surgery - A little naive at the time, did not fully research anything just jumped on the opportunity.
During the time explained my main concerns - breast like appearance, and puffy nipples. Nipple work was deterred by doc, and went for a lipo only route. (Wish i thought twice with hindsight as want gland taken out now, but possibly not this is why I'm posting) anyway, 7 months later the breast like appearance has been diminished and looks relatively normal - although sitting down still kind of breast like. However still have puffy nipples, you may recollect I went for a second and third opinion, the risk of removing any gland was explained and all 3 did not want to touch them - so I settled with the information.
Third time around i was told I didn't have breast gland, What i wanted to ask firstly is :
1: What are the methods for finding this out (amount of breast gland)? - my doc took his palm and went on a circular motion on both breasts and came to a conclusion of no gland
2: I expressed i noticed gland - He stated approx 1-2% which is normal and if removed would leave 'craters'
3: Would taking this small amount be possible? Should i understand the side effects and forget any procedure (it would have to be elsewhere now i.e not same practice or with any of the surgeons seen), i mean I'm still really bothered!
Its tough because I'm now thinking I have some mental issues, my mum thinks I have some mania with regard to it - after 3 opinions with relatively the same information should i just settle my mind? Perfection may only be possible in my mind, and my perception of perfection may be distorted.
I still walk with a bad posture, don't want to wear plain shirts due to nipples poking out and the thought off taking any t-shirt off in front of a girl is killing me - I mean is this now a mental problem?
I paid £3000 for 35cc removed from each side (a small amount of fat I believe?) but the price was a little steep, i don't know if doing gland excision would amount to the same price if not more being applied. Mum starting to think I'm mad, making me think I'm also mad. Its tough, real tough i really dont know what to do...
Please at least answer the 3 points above (If necessary I will include pictures to better understand everything) I kind of feel I'm losing the plot with it all... I mean i tried tightening a belt on them for a period of time, pressing them in real real hard with my fingers hoping it would stay like that! Crazy as it sounds, ahh my lordy