Hi everyone!
I`m a Norwegian 35 year old man with a huge problem, or should I say two huge problems.You all probably understand what I mean. My English isn`t all that good, so please bear with me on this. Maybe this will be good therapy for me, to shear this with you guys.
As far back as I can remember I had this problem since I was 11 or 12 years old.I remember standing along the poolside at school wearing nothing else than a bathing shorts. I covered my "breasts" like a woman. I love to go swimming in the summer, but instead I`m sitting on shore wearing a shorts and a t-shirts. For me this breasts are a severe problem for me, so I won`t take off my t-shirt in public, before it starts to snow in Hell.
A operation costs a lot of money her, over 4000,- dollars. Too much for me. But don`t get me wrong, If I had that amount of money, It would have been worth the money. I have heard that If "manboobs" problems causes mental suffering, the state can pay for that operation. But first I must go to my family doctor and explain her how big this problem is for me. I know people notices my breasts, and God how it hurts
I always looks forward to the cold months, then I can wear a lot of clothes to cover me up. It`s sad but true. I intend to upload some pictures of my breast, so maybe you can rate the severity. I would be thankful. oh, I forgot to tell a little bit about myself. I`m 180cm tall and weighs 105 kg. But a military doctor once said that my breasts are caused by a genetic defect. Is that gynecomastia? Even if I`m overweight, my breast are bigger than they should be. I`m not joking when I say I can fill my hand with one of my boobs. I have been through a lots of diets, and I actually loses a lot of weight. One time I took of 35 kg, was 122 kg before starting my diet. But everytime I lose a lot of kilos, my breast gets more visible. So then I loses the willpower to continue my diet. I have decided to go to my doctor, cause I can`t go on no longer. I have a 5 year old daughter that loves to bath outside and at public indoor swimming pools, but everytime I must let her down, cause I can`t handle being seen like that. It breaks my heart to See how I`m letting her down, time after time. My nearest family doesn`t understand me. They say : "that`s not a womans breast". Ok, I don`t have womans breasts, but I don`t have a man`s chest either. Do anyone of you know ( maybe you had a surgery yourself) how flat my chest could be if I took a surgery? My biggest dream is to look normal. I would appreciate some answers or views. thanks!
