Ok, so i hit puberty at about 11 and developed gyne around the same time.
I had a gyno op at 19, and i am happier with my chest, but there is still a fair amount of breastage.
Anyway, i am now 20 years old and i find myself noticing i look 15, sound 14, have rather smallish balls (4cmish long), and i'm wondering "am i hormonally imbalanced?".
Personally i think its pretty obvious that i am, and i find it rather amusing that i wasn't tested for such things when i had my op on the NHS.
I have been to the doctor recently and had a test done, i phoned in regarding the results to which i was presented with a "everything came back normal". Spiffing, i thought, but then 10 seconds later i realized this is probably a load of poop, i was looking at the mirror and seeing a thin guy holding tonnes of fat around his hips and ass, babyface, the remainder of my gyne, and two thumbs down for effect.
I have booked another appointment to my GP, what i hope to achieved here is:
A. Get the actual numbers from said hormonal test so i can see if i am maybe laying around on the extremities of normal.
B. Maybe get referred to an endo who specializes in sex hormones.
To be honest i'm at the end of my plank, i am so frustrated, i know i'm not the person i am supposed to be, i'm a 20 year old man and i feel like im trapped in the body of a kid. I have put a lot of research into the area and figure it could be a few things.
I know it's a dumb fucking idea but i was seriously considering some powerful self medication in the form of powerful aromatase inhibitors, although i have decided to put that scheme on pause.
I just have a feeling i'm not going to get any help from the NHS, yet i know i am not well, along wiht my visual and .
Question, say i did increase my free testosterone, and keeping in mind i am 20 years of age, and in my opinion slightly underdeveloped for my age, would i experience maybe some kind of delayed puberty effect where my transition into a man (deeper voice, stronger jawline) begins to manifest itself physically as well as mentally?
Or will i never be content?
I know this wasn't a post about gyne as such, and i'm sorry about that, i just really wanted to get this off my... mind.
Regards.