In need of your prayers!!

[zado611]

Plan on asking my parents for some help monetarily for at least a couple months for the surgery loan until I get a job. The reason I feel now is a good time is because they just paid of the car, and they are planning to wait a little while to buy another vehicle. Therefore, there will be some extra cash in there pockets. I hope they let me do it. I do plan on paying them back once a job comes open! Just keep me in your prayers. I NEED THEM!

[zm]

Do you really NEED the car? if you can get buy withouth, may be worth selling it to fund the op?

[zado611]

Well, its there vehicle.. and yes they think they need it.. sadly!

[zm]

Sorry, i was under the impression the car was bought for you.

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Ill be praying for ya bro! Good look. Think positive it will happen!!

[zado611]

I was denied..  Looks like a new car is more important! Im so tired from this condition.. A 19 year old shouldn't be just tired of life.. the bad thing about being born to very religious parents is they thing the devil is just tormenting me.. ha.. i try to explain yea but its more than that.. depressed ppl take pills.. it may be of the devil that there depressed but they take something to fix it.. i dont know.. im at a loss

[zm]

zado611, dont' feel down mate...if you are able to and not currently working, start looking for a job and start saving...give yourself about couple of years to save.  dont' waste you money on going out, drinking smoking etc...save every penny you can towards surgery.  you have so much time on your hands, use it wisely..life really begins 25+...well for me anyway....

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zado im so sorry brotha... keep your head up ive been where you are and felt like you have felt. i swear. its hard but you WILL get this surgery my man. if i can you can. im 26 now and started working full time at 18. the years kinda flew by and had a daughter awesome wife and just generally experienced life. i kinda wanted to forget about my gyne and as crazy as it sounds i kinda did. although it was always in the back of my mind. as time went by i realized one day out of the blue that "wow i actually have enough money saved up to get the surgery" it was surreal and amazing just to know that even though it seemed like a mountain that was to big to climb I actually did it! all by myself with no help from my mom or family. I swear bro i NEVER thought i would be able to do it and thats what makes it sweeter. I believe in you man YOU CAN DO IT. i learned that nothing in life is easy but if you want it I mean truley want it you can do anything.

GOD BLESS
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