There's a full story of my previous case here:
http://www.gynecomastia.org/cgi-bin/gyne_yabb/YaBB.cgi?board=2;action=display;num=1113454906if you'd like more detailed background on this.
For now, I'll summarize the pertinent info. I developed a truly unilateral case of gyne (only my left side was affected, my right was totally normal) approximately six years ago, when I was around 14. It consisted of a hard, irregular golf-ball sized lump of tissue under the nipple surrounded by a large area of "puffyness". My memory is hazy, but I think it reached its final size after about 2 years of growth, and remained constant until I had it removed by Dr. Fielding last May. The healing process has been more drawn out than I had expected, but I have noticed constant positive changes and at 9 months I am starting to think that it may look almost normal by summertime. I have a pretty positive outlook on life, so until last weekend I was incredibly hopeful despite not yet being 100% happy with my results. The end actually seemed to be within sight.
Then, on Saturday something I could not even have imagined in the worst of my nightmares happened. I noticed what seemed to be a small lump developing under my RIGHT nipple. For two days I passed it off as paranoia...as I'm sure is the case with many of you, I examine my chest quite a bit and can be prone to imagining things. But between yesterday and today it has become clear that this is not just in my imagination. The lump has gone from literally nonexistant to pea-sized and tender in four days, and the surrounding tissue has began to puff up as well. Today for the first time it became marginally, but unmistakably, noticable in the mirror. By which I mean that nobody except myself would likely notice a difference, but that the change is noticable enough to me that I am 100% sure that I am not just imagining this. Since noticing this, I have also examined the left (operated side) extensively but have found no change there.
I am at an absolute loss. I am so devastated that I am still numb to this on an emotional level; the reality of it has only registered intellectually. I cannot understand what would cause this to happen six years after the onset of the first case. My health habits have been more or less constant for the last two years. My diet, my drugs and medications, my exercise patterns have not changed. I am clearly well beyond puberty. It simply makes no sense to me.
I will try to get an appointment with a GP tomorrow to get a referral to an endocrinologist (I am in Ontario, gov't health insurance requires I go through a GP to see a specialist). My hormones must somehow be messed up...perhaps if I take fast enough action there's a glimmer of hope that they can be righted while this is developing, thereby stopping, or even reversing this process. If things don't work out that way, I suppose I'll just have to muster the strength to go under the knife and through the healing process once again.
Does anybody have any ideas as to how this could be? Has anybody experienced anything similar to this? Any comments would be much appreciated.
Thanks,
-f