oil of evening primrose?? my story

[mcfear]

here's a strange one guys..here goes..my story
the last few months i've been trying to figure out what caused my gyne in the first place and found it very hard to believe that it was due to a hormonal imbalance in my body..(granted this is the case for many)
im 24, muscular, high sex drive, very sexually active, decent size penis..in other words a bit of a jock and most definately a MAN!!! i can't quite pinpoint the time when i got my gyne but think i was about 13.. i got a flashback recently when i was in summer camp as a kid i got sunburned and my mother gave me 'oil of evening primose' cream by mistake..thinking it was moisturiser.. i think i put the stuff on my face when going to bed not having a clue what the stuff was..that week i became ill..dizzy and nausious..(a side effect i just read up on)..
that cream is to relieve period pains and breast pains in women..im guessing its gonna send the hormones of a young boy spiraling!! i have a large family of brothers, 8 in fact, none of whom have gyne..so i always thought why the hell do i have it?
it sounds pretty crazy i know..but the more flash backs i get of that week in summer camp the more i'm connecting the two. i'm gonna do a bit more research just for my own peace of mind, but i hear that lavender oils and tea tree oils can cause gyne in kids..
funny story i suppose..but not laugh out loud funny.. this gyne hasn't been fun!
i found this site in january. when i found out that my gyne wasn't gonna go away with exercise and that it was gland..i was devastated.. had many anxiety dreams about the surgery photographs i saw and for the first time in my life was completely unsure of myself..i live with my girlfriend and the whole thing affected how we were sleeping together..my gyne was now permanently on my mind..and affecting every part of my life..suddenly i couldn't get it up with my girlfriend..lost my sex drive completely and was utterly depressed..all directly after finding this site. i went to a doctor who assured me my gyne wasn't that bad..gave me some hard on pills and said it was all pschological.
i can really relate to a lot of the stories on this forum and know that gyne is a total bummer and i know how it can make you feel fat..affects your posture..how you dance etc..but it shouldn't affect what you wanna do with your life..cos people don't really give a sh*t what you do..your on your own in this life..so be cool about it.
if some male thingy asks you where your bra is..tell him..ooh your funny and original and ask him wher his girfriends penis is?
put it out of your mind the second it enters your head..train yourself to not think about it.
i recently have come to terms with the whole thing and i'm gonna revert back to the way i was before finding this forum..i know it's hard people, but confidence is the most important thing..be as confident as you can every day. chicks dig guys who aren't insecure..perhaps even moreso if they don't look perfect but behave like they couldn't give a sh**t
peace out

ps anyone relate to that oil of primrose story?

didn't think so