In my head or reality after 3 surgeries?

[Spleen]

You really couldn't look more normal.  You don't need any more surgery for sure.  You might want to see a therapist, however, to discuss why you have such dissatisfaction with your appearance. 

[outertrial]

Bro I dont see any gyn - looks like the surgeon did a real good job.

One thing that would definitely make you get over it and feel better - hit the gym hard, EAT EAT EAT and pack on the muscle.  You're lucky that you're very lean and you dont have to be as picky with your diet.  Of course it makes it a little more sifficult for you to gain, but most of your gains can be lean muscle mass.  Make sure that you eat enough protein.  Go to a reputable BB site such as bodybulding.com and read up on training and diet.  I know a few guys who used to be very skinny, much skinnier than you, and with some hard work and dedication they packed on some serious muscle without drugs.

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