I Just got back from holiday..... FML

[lifes a bitch]

This was the biggest test of my life. No glue, no tape, no nothing. Just one week of scorching sun and of people starring, god the fucking stares still hurt, my paranoia is getting intolerable. I swam for hours just to get 10mins of fucking freedom from constant pinching, and the skin around it is still peeling off. But despite this and you probably won't believe me but i thought it would of been worse, and me being quite big with broad shoulders men didn't mention it. Im still breathing so I guess shitty life goes on, sorry for a pessimistic first post but my head isn't a nice place to be in right now. Im 18 Btw.