2 days post surgery 28/11/14
Breakfast at hotel was mediocre. I'm a fussy eater and struggled today as there was no bacon.
Tomek was picking me up at 8:50 - he did. He has been bang on time every time.
When I arrived at the clinic there were no other patients, just me. I went through to the theatre with the surgeons assistant who cannot speak a word of English, and the receptionist (translator).
She took off my compression garment and bandaging. She had a good feel around pressing my chest. For me, this was the most painful experience yet, but not unbearable. I sensed she was happy with my progress.
The receptionist then said that when redressing my self, I was to replicate how the surgeons assistant is currently doing it. As I was lying on my back it was difficult to see properly.
This is where it got confusing for me, the language barrier really was a problem. I didn't feel that I was getting clear and concise answers.
I asked the receptionist what the ointment was for that I had been prescribed the day before? She said this was for massaging. I thought ok, so I've been advised not to massage for a week, so am I not supposed to apply this cream until then? I had an incline that this cream may have been to help with the bruising? I then queried this and it all got abit confusing.
Trying to establish exactly what I was supposed to be doing was hard.
The receptionist said I must have stitches removed after a week, I said I thought it was 12 days? She spoke to the surgeons assistant and then said you're right, it is 12 days. It wasn't filling me with confidence.
Next she was talking about some Hydronated water and Jelonets - I said where do I get these from? She thought I already had them - I didn't. She said I would have to buy them from the chemist. Tomek took me to the same chemist a few doors down and got me what was needed. I have a bottle of Hydrogen peroxide and a carrier bag full of Jelonets (about x25, seems abit excessive to me). This cost me a further 72 zloty (£15).
Again, I have no real idea what this Hydrogen Peroxide is for. Tomek was telling me it was for the scar but not sure I totally trust his judgement.
I then sat in the hotel, typing the name of these prescription drugs/ointments etc into Google to try and establish what they were. The results are all in Polish. I then used Google Translate to try and establish what is what.
I now have a better idea, but I'm still not totally sure about my showering and redressing procedure. I've been told that it's ok to shower tonight, and believe it is necessary to help with the healing process. I will give it my best shot and try and wing it as I go along.
*Update*
Tonight I had my first shower. It was also a chance for me to have a first proper look at my new chest. My chest is as flat as a pancake, almost like a boys chest. I'd hoped that I'd be able to see the contour of my chest, this was not the case. Not sure it's because my muscles are too puney, or because my chest is swollen and taking away any possible aesthetic look that I might have. No fault of the surgeon here, she can only play with the materials that she was given.
My chest still has pen and fluid markings from the surgery that kind of blends into the bruising, so it's difficult to assess how much bruising there actually is.
At this stage, and I'm prepared to give it time, the bottom half of my nipple seems slightly depressed which has me slightly worried. There is a crevice that runs through the bottom half of both nipples, caused by the compression garment. I have lines and markings all over the top half of my body from where the compression garment has been digging in. I'm hoping this is the reason for the slight depression - time will tell.
I'll be absolutely devastated if I do have a depression. I can deal with fluid and scar tissue as this is temporary and to be expected, but a concave nipple? Please no, I'll be gutted.
I've been told that it's ok to put my own Macom compression vest on today, so I did. Hopefully the deep crevices will disappear off my skin and I'll get a better picture of my condition. It's like when you put a plaster on your finger for some time, when the plaster is removed, your finger is all wrinkly and matted. It takes time to adjust to normal, I'm hoping this is the case with my nipple crevice. Putting this vest on whilst trying to hold the bandaging in place proved difficult. I think trying to get the compression garment that the clinic provide would be extremely difficult on your own.
I'm back at the clinic tomorrow for the last time. I'm going to take all my medicine, ointments etc and not leave until I am 100% confident of what I'm supposed to be doing.