Thanks for sharing, Hammer! Tragic story...
I get frustrated with all the medical studies that contradict each other. It is impossible to trust any studies. I dont know if it is safe or not. There is a lot of money to be made selling it, so I always worry someone has a reason to find a positive outcome in the study.
So you think the heart attack came from low T, or the stopping of the T injections?
I was a bit dramatic in my earlier post. I honestly dont like smearing the gel on everyday. I worry about it getting on my wife, even though i am very careful. I dont like taking two showers everyday, and I dont like sleeping with a shirt on.
I took T-Gel for about a year. Then I stopped for a year, and now I have been taking it again for about 6 weeks. My family doctor wasnt for it, but my endo reluctantly said I could try it again...as long as I understood the possible risks. My T was around 250 when i started. The lowest I ever tested was 112, but I have never been over 300 unless I was taking T.
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Anon - Thanks for your thoughts, too.
I have never talked with my endo about taking estrogen to counter the low T symptoms, and he has never suggested it. If it would make me feel better, and viagra would still make the marriage tackle work, then maybe that is something I should ask him about when I see him in a few months.
I already got visible boobs, a little bigger isnt gonna make any difference I guess. I am close to just getting some type of bra and accepting it. My wife mostly supports it, as I have talked with her recently about it. I am just not ready to take that step in public, yet.
Surgery isnt something I am willing to do, just to look 'normal'. When I am taking drugs that are going to keep stimulating growth, it makes no sense anyway. I would probably end up with a set of deformed breasts growing back.
I know some of you guys have been down this road. You had to face the reality of the situation and just choose to be comfortable. Man, it can be so frustrating trying to figure out how to feel human again.