Didn't really want to start a diary but reading everyone else's has given me some reassurance, so the least I can do is give back.
Writing this two days before surgery with Dr. F. I'm supposed to call in tomorrow and get all the surgery details.
I could not be more stoked about this.
Went for my last workout tonight and said my final goodbyes to these man-lumps that have been tormenting me all these years. Boobs, you will not be missed. I'm 27, for the record and I weigh 240lbs. Overweight, I know, but getting surgery will motivate me to get out more, workout and swim. I can lose the flab around my stomach easy enough - I've done it before.
I've taken a couple of days off from work and nobody knows what I'm getting done. I've been telling people I'm getting surgery and thankfully, people have been perceptive enough not to pry. If they ask, I'll say I have a growth on my chest that needs removing - not far from the truth.
I've read many posts saying that they will only apply local anesthetic and I will be awake through the procedure. This terrifies me. Hopefully the tugging sensation of a pair of surgical tweezers pulling out flesh from my chest will be enough to knock me out cold.
I'll stay focused on the after-effects of surgery to keep me going. I'm most excited about being able to wear normal clothes now. Sweaters and t-shirts were verbotten all these years. I need to plan on spending some money on some threads once I recover completely.