Hi all!
First off lemme start by saying that this is a great forum! Finally a place where one can share experiences about this embarrassing "problem".
I remember growing some breast tissue back when when I was a tad over 10 years old. Somewhere between 12-13 perhaps. So, that's a bit over 10 years ago.
All these years I have been painfully aware of my disfigurment, but have never been able to put a name on it... untill today I saw this documentary on TV. "Boys with breasts", british documentary I think.
Feels great to finally be able to discus this thing with people who are in the same spot or either have been there in the past.
As far as the mental damage goes... well there certainly is some. I have always had friends and such, but every now and then someone has made a painful remark... you know the type. I think most people havent done it on purpose, or in order to be mean. They have Just been untactful and blurted it out.
Over the years with training I have built a fair amount of muscle and strenght so I suppose most people wont even take them as "breasts" but rather large chest. Especially with my shirt on. Also recently I have been able to discus this thing with my current girlfriend and make a few sarcastic comments myself. (Thank god, she does have bigger breasts than I do :p)
And in order to make my introduction complete I shall post a few pictures of myself as well.
The first one isnt so bad. Especially with the black shirt and camera looking at me from above. Sideway is much more uglier then. But the rest... urhg.. you be the judge..
http://groups.msn.com/98ghr/shoebox.msnw?action=ShowPhoto&PhotoID=1http://groups.msn.com/98ghr/shoebox.msnw?action=ShowPhoto&PhotoID=2http://groups.msn.com/98ghr/shoebox.msnw?action=ShowPhoto&PhotoID=3http://groups.msn.com/98ghr/shoebox.msnw?action=ShowPhoto&PhotoID=4As far as the statistics go, I'm 190cm and 110kg. (Those breasts must be a good few kgs each, I reckon...) I must say that during my insane wannabe power lifter period during which I gained quite a bit of bf and went all the way up to 122kg my breasts were a bit bigger. However, few months ago while I was weighing mere 107kg they still were of the same size as they are now. Therefore I'm inclined to think that even if I cut down mass heavily they wont decrease in size, but I will only be left with no muscle AND the breasts. NOT something I want...
On that note it seems as if that for each 1kg of flab that I loose my breasts decrease 1% in size, but for each 1kg I gain the grow 10% in size. Has anyone else something similar?
Over the last 6 months I have seriously started to think about surgery. I have the money for it. Just not sure how it would affect my training and such. I.e. how long break and sick leave do I have to take and will the outcome be worth it?
On top of that I have serious plans to take a long trip to Australia later this year. (Would be really nice to be able to walk a beach down there without feeling insecure and unaccomplished...though)
Thanks for reading.