thank you for ur responses, i went to a dr once when i was about 20pounds slimmer, told me he could feel some lumps but asked me if my boobs really molested me or not, i said not that much, got hormones checked and evrything was ok
however i' ve been working out hard for the past 4 yrs and i believe i am not getting anywhere, i still cant lift my shirt in front of people, i know i have lots of fat too
i can feel small lumps of fat all over my body not just in my breasts, thats weird.
i think i will try to lose 20 pounds of flab again and take more pics, i believe working my pecs has helped me a bit
and in clothes or gym clothes i look bulky but not obese or with gyno, i am not certainly sure of what path to take, i can afford an operation but i am not 100% sure that that will make me happy after all
posted pics for the first time is a relief, nobody has seen my body shirtless (with light) in a looong time