Just thought I would drop by and give an update to what's happening with me lately. I was declined to have the surgery covered by MSI (medical insurance I guess, I don't know what it stands for). I talked to the surgeon about it, and he says that I have to get my BMI (which is crap) to about 27, and then apply again, if I want to stand a better chance of being approved. To get to that, I need to be within 150-170lbs or so, says my family doctor. I never really expected to ever go that low, and with lifting weights, I don't know if I will, since muscle actually weighs more than fat after all. I weigh around 195 or so right now, so I have a ways ahead of me, though..
One good thing is that my cousin's boyfriend who I am pretty good friends with now, is buying the gym I've been going to, so he says he'll give me a job there. If that happens, I'll be working there, and since I'll be there, after work I'll just work out for a while. This will increase the amount of exercise I do, and will help a lot more than what I have been doing. It's just more convenient this way, if everything works out.
Well, that's it for now. I'll be updating this thread now and then as new things come up.
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Hey user name, don't know if you're still around, but I haven't been around for a while myself, so I am just now seeing your message. I am sorry to hear that you're having trouble like I am. You know what, though? Don't worry about doing 'hardcore' cardio. Go on a treadmill, walk at a good pace with a good incline and you'll lose weight fine and you wont have all that much flopping around since you're not running or anything.
Same with other things. There are other cardio machines that you put forth enough energy, but you're not flopping all over the place. It'll be fine. DOn't think running or anything is any better than walking to lose weight. Running will strengthen your lungs and everything, but it's good just to walk on an incline on the treadmill until you're fit enough to start running, really. There won't be as much of an impact on your shins either, so it's just better, in my opinion.
It's good that you don't care about scars either, and will cover them up with tattoos. I am not big into tattoos so I am not really wanting any major scars. But really, I'd rather have them over what I have now!
Thanks for the reply.