Frequent Growth Spurts?

[Parity]

I’m late 30s often feeling like a young kid here lol I say that not to insult at all but at my age it’s been tough to deal with the fact my body is contrary to my efforts continued to grow here and there. I’ve yet to develope the i don’t care mentality and believe that may be due to not having total freedom in wearing a bra such as round family and friends. But as they’ve grown I have gotten more comfortable with the subject if it were to be presented or brought up. I also have more of a Gambino than Barbie attitude toward things lol which helps. I do think with age just comes comfort in the ins and outs of life and changes that come with it. Circumstances may alter the comfort of it but it builds and gets better regardless

   I get where your at.  I've got 30 years on you and although it's easier for me, It's far from accepted by many in my circle.  I still tone things down when with them.  Often to me being uncomfortable only to make them comfortable.  Strange it has to be that way, yet I'm willing to do it for their benefit.  Is that a cop-out?  I would argue not.  Their unwillingness to learn and see things as most normal caring people would makes me feel even better for being the caring one.  I think it's very possible you will be like me.  Feeling good inside, living most days unaware of others taking a sideways glance yet caring enough about those we love to be "uncomfortable", toning things down at our expense, for their benefit.  
I can live with that.
I hope things will get better for you.
Cheers Mate

 

[Justagirl💃]

I’m late 30s often feeling like a young kid here lol I say that not to insult at all but at my age it’s been tough to deal with the fact my body is contrary to my efforts continued to grow here and there. I’ve yet to develope the i don’t care mentality and believe that may be due to not having total freedom in wearing a bra such as round family and friends. But as they’ve grown I have gotten more comfortable with the subject if it were to be presented or brought up. I also have more of a Gambino than Barbie attitude toward things lol which helps. I do think with age just comes comfort in the ins and outs of life and changes that come with it. Circumstances may alter the comfort of it but it builds and gets better regardless

  I get where your at.  I've got 30 years on you and although it's easier for me, It's far from accepted by many in my circle.  I still tone things down when with them.  Often to me being uncomfortable only to make them comfortable.  Strange it has to be that way, yet I'm willing to do it for their benefit.  Is that a cop-out?  I would argue not.  Their unwillingness to learn and see things as most normal caring people would makes me feel even better for being the caring one.  I think it's very possible you will be like me.  Feeling good inside, living most days unaware of others taking a sideways glance yet caring enough about those we love to be "uncomfortable", toning things down at our expense, for their benefit. 
I can live with that.
I hope things will get better for you.
Cheers Mate

 

Things have changed enough as of late that many things seen as taboo are slowly being accepted. 
A friend of mine from 30 years ago contacted me and needed some help on something. We got to talking and "catching up", and my current status as "girl'mode" was discussed. 
She of course knew me in boy-mode prior, but knew something was different back then. Even her boyfriend used to call me culon (big a$$) and I was skinny. I always wore baggy shirts and layers. 
I didn't date much and kept to myself. 
She asked for recent pictures and said, "damn girl, you have birthing hips and a hell of a rack!"
She said I look so much better NOT hiding what God blessed me with. 
Just a few decades ago finding someone that would understand was next to impossible, now I find people everyday. It's not everyone, but it's getting better. 

And if they don't like it, does their opinion really matter at the end of the day?

[Jadzia]

Taxmapper  i totally agree estrogen is very powerful, the bigger i get the more i like them.

[Gotboobs]

My hot flashes are not as frequent. Night sweats have gone away. Sometimes I get boob and nipple pain but not like it was in the past. 
So maybe my growth has stopped. If they do start to grow again, I sure won’t complain about it this time. I like my breasts now. If they get bigger just a added bonus.

[BAB]

Itchy and painful with occasional hot flashes. Been going on for about a month. Starting to really "pop" out.  Yee haw.

[WPW717]

Bras can get expensive 

Too old for T therapy. Contraindicated at my age and some conditions. These conditions (4) also generate osteoporosis. Since I no longer have testicles I have no T and very diminished E as one adrenal gland is removed and the other is polycystic. Actually the E is immeasurable. Prednisone playing havoc with the gland. Started on an estrogen patch low dose variety so I hope the growth is minimal at this point. Cups are on the cusp of 44 C /D. DEXA scan today to see if this is helpful on bone density.
Hoping to stay the same size.But I still get the ‘growth’ sensations occasionally.

[Dudewithboobs]

The outside mid to upper area of my boobs are so sore this week. At the moment it’s literally quite painful. Idk if this kind of pain is normal or indicative of anything but I’m curious if it’s a peak of a spurt occurring. Really looking to possibly getting a full lab work done ahead of my Naps visit in February to see if something is going on that shouldn’t be. 

[JJ_Gyne]

Sorry to hear your feeling extreme discomfort. 
Hang in there hopefully it subsides for you soon.