your very young dude.
I do know where your coming from tho. Being raised a strict catholic they did a very good job implanting the "going to hell" phobia in my mind but thats what they do. Thats how we survived thousands of years-people need to have rules. They told me if I used protection or did the naughty before marriage, skip church on sunday, be mean to my parents, eat meat on Friday, acknowledge the existence of gay people as well as their right to live, not hold the door open for people when they are behind me, not tell the priest every little thing I did inside the box, forget to pray before eating, not eating a Eucharist,
if I had a baby and didn't splash water on its head he will burn in hell no matter what he does in life, if I had a baby and it died before I could splash water on its head it could only exist in the nothingness of purgatory (the church decided to change their mind a year ago about that one, they do that all the time) , if I looked at a photo of a naked girl, if I wanted to look at a photo of a naked girl, if I looked at the back of a girl in an inapproate manner with inappropriate thoughts,
Any of these things will see me in a pit of lava where I shall be reanimated infinity fold so I could be melted again, sliced into shards, eaten by dogs, raped by demons, eat glass for dinner, enjoy vivisection on a continues infinite frequency have my skin ripped off, have my testicles made into soup, put my eyeballs in an oven have my limbs hacked and mangled, nostrils torn side to side, have my brain eaten like a soup by a furry demon until he gets full (he never does), have my skin melted and my skeletal baked, hung upside down and gutted, have my noes ears and tongue eaten, my face ripped off, my spine will be satans chair, my skull his cup for brew, my fingers will be eaten like pretzels, my lungs used as bags for currency, my stomach shall explode with sulphuric acid and a train shall travel up my anus (repeatedly)
This will continue forever till the end of eternity. I might might might be able to apologize and get away with it but god will know that I only am sorry because I dont want to go to hell and am afraid.
You know its funny how we only started with 10 rules, the rest is population control, conformity, civil organization.
They created marriage because they knew even way back then that we had to pair up otherwise everyone would wake up with a slashed throat in the chaos of claiming mates for themselves. Its also hard to tax people when you cant keep track of how many people there are or who they belong to. You can see how this worked well in the early ten-hundreds. According to my faith's strict doctrine anyone who isnt apart of my faith shall experience these things (hell). Does that sound like a great plan? Sounds about as good as living with a deformity because of the fear of doing something about it.
Whatever god is. Humanity has abused his graces to an un-holy end.
But I want you to understand Im not talking about you Im talking about me. I do not mean to start religious debate nor do I wish to challenge yours or your allegiance to the almighty.......
I guess what Im trying to say is that I spent all this time getting obsessed over this crap and in the end realized that my morals were in fact still warped. I came to the conclusion all the things I did because god was watching me and judging me at the end. I simply did not do not wish to go to hell and thats the base for actions and belief. I have to believe otherwise the above paragraph might happen to me. Good and wrong became defined by going to hell or not going to hell. But I think today we are intelligent enough to understand the true nature of right and wrong with resorting the ultimate threats.
I want you to take care of yourself and do what you need to and have to so that you dont grow up regretting things.....like I did. Faith and god, you can still have faith in yourself
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