dude i feel you, don't stress, there are plenty of us who are in your situation. I don't know how old you are, but im 17 and talked to my mom and told how much this was bothering me (my case is not even that bad) but she got me a consult with a PS and now i am going to see an endo before my surgery. SO, the best advice i can give you is to talk to your parents, if your parents refuse to help, get a job.