Today I finally called up JFC. I talked to the secretary and she knew exactly what my problem was when I mentioned my age. She said "oh let me guess, gynecomastia" LOL JFC must be swarming with man boobs. Yesterday just topped it off for me. I was planning to go downtown in 30 degree weather. Ofcourse the shirt i wanted to wear wasnt clean and I had nothing to wear. I searched my closet trying on everything hoping it wouldnt show. To avail. I was walking all around the house trying to find clothes that hide my gyno. Nothing. At that point I just wanted to drop to my knees and crawl into a whole and just die. It just tore me apart. I felt like fucking crying...and I dont cry for anything or anyone and i havent in many years...from then on Im begining to see how much this is really running my life. I cant even fucking go out and enjoy a day with my friends. Why did god curse me with such a condition.
Anyways... im getting carried away. Feels damn good to finally call him up. This is the first step of 3 (the call, operation, and recovery) My consultation is july 11. One day before my bday. Hahaha. But whatever, im willing to waiste TWO! summers if I have to. I just want to live my life the way every teen should. Not feel embarased to meet girls, go swimming with friends...even just go out is become such a chore for me.
Guys, be honest with me...whats the operation like. Honestly, the pain isnt gonna hold me back. I have like a fear of being under the knife because I was operated on twice as a younger child and they were both terrible experiences for me. But it will hold me back for no longer! Im ready for this shit. Anways yeah, whats it like? I know the actual operating wont be the most pleasant but I remember with both operations that I had I can taste this DISGUSTING gas in my mouth for like 2 weeks. Smelled like hospital. Yuk.
How does it work?