Hey knives. How you doing?
I think I can feel some sections of my chest now! I'm more yellow than blue now really but the left is still bloody elevated, give it another week or so to go down I suppose! Plasters come off tomorrow don't they? I'm pretty nervous for that. I don't feel as though I need the co-drydamol anymore. Still routinely taking the Arnica though. Down to 3 tabs tomorrow rather than our 5.
Hey adam, yeah not too bad, thanks. Have been better
My chest is still pretty much numb all over. I'm getting the odd twinge here and there, but it still feels like someone else's chest. The bruising is getting lighter and less aggressive-looking, but it's still there.
I'm not taking the co-dydramol any more either. Don't really need it. It's not pain now, more just discomfort from the vest. Not sure if I've put weight on or something but it's starting to feel really, really tight. Could be swelling I guess. I've had to have a bit of respite this morning from it because I felt like I couldn't breathe when I woke up.
I'm a little bit worried about the pockets of fat under my armpit, to be honest. I had them beforehand but I figured the lipo would've got rid of them - I actually spoke to Karidis about it and he said he'd "get it". They're still there though (at least I think they are and it's not just swelling). The only reason I'm worried is that now my chest is flat, when I put my arms down it's making everything crease above the nipples. I guess it's more accentuated now because of the flatness. The chest is still looking
too flat too (never thought I'd complain about that, haha!) But, that combined with the armpits, it's just making everything look really weird and messed up.
I'm desperately trying to not stress about it and convince myself it's just early days, but I can't help thinking I've swapped one problem for another. Eek!
The hardest thing about the recovery stage is knowing if what's happening to your body is right or not. I can't really gauge whether the healing is going in the right direction. Looking at post-op pics of guys on here hasn't really helped either as they seem to be looking much better than I do at this stage. I know my condition was probably worse than a lot of people on here, and obviously that affects the overall final look, but still... I'm just not sure if it's going the right way.
I'll post some pictures up tomorrow so you can see what I'm talking about. Fingers crossed this is just the "rollercoaster" I'm experiencing. I couldn't be doing with having to go back for a revision.