Cheers guys, i dunno aye, its something you can ignore usually, but when your just about to hook up with a chick (that likes you alot) you start to freak out because of this. I hate it aye, but yeh, just as u guys said its only money thats holding me back, and im studying atm to be a computer networker/technician and im doing an electricians course on the side. So yeh hopefully my 18th year (nxt year) will show some money and some results. Cheers for the understanding guys, its a touchy subject lol, I havent even told my m8s or my family yet. n i really dont want to. rather get it sorted n nobody needs to know bout it.