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Offline jonQ

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you'll be there soon man...btw that chick from meet joe black is really smoking , don't fluck it up man..lol ;D
had the surgery done,now i'm gynecomastia-less

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Motherfuck.

So this girl is totally after via email. So I asked her if she wants to do something and she gives me her number. She's very athletic, I'm terrified of taking my shirt off in public. My op is in 46 days. If I don't get her now, she will figure I just blew her off. Although, she knows I got laid off and am broke. That can buy me some time. It's a natural reaction for people to look at eachothers chests when they're talking. I hate that.

Thing is, she's only ever seen me with my jacket on. I don't have big breasts, but I have huge nips and one side is bigger than the other, and totally soft.. You know what it's like. Even just walking to the store, you are having an internal battle.
"Are people laughing at me? Do I look different than a normal person? Am I attractive to the opposite sex?"
I have always just dealt with it. But now, I can't blow this.
1, I'm scared of dissapointing her with my low self esteem.
2, she will know I got surgery if I end up sticking it out with her. THen she will tell people, and everyone will know.

So.......wtf do I do now.

I want to talk to my friends....but it's so close to the time. I just want to crawl inside a cave until it's a month past my op. Then re-appear and live life to the fullest, get laid, go to the beach, walk without terror and doubt.

It's all in your head..all in your head....there's a mirror...no it's not.

Goddamn.....why in the fucking summer?
« Last Edit: May 07, 2005, 04:03:04 PM by Zardoz »

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Ahh darn it. I'm gonna take her out.

Offline Grandpa Bambu

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Ahh darn it. I'm gonna take her out.

Atta boy Luther!   ;D ;D ;D
« Last Edit: May 13, 2005, 07:10:22 PM by Bambu »
Surgery: February 16, 2005. - Toronto, Ontario Canada.
Surgeon: Dr. John Craig Fielding   M.D.   F.R.C.S. (C) (416.766.8890)
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Offline Zardoz

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My shit's not really that bad, but man, that calender....tick, tock, tick, tick. I secured my hotel and bought my plane tickets. $558 return from Harmony airways. My budget will make it! But I have to secure rent. I got laid of my job, yikes!

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Wow, I have dropped my weight by ten pounds in a month. All I did was stop eating meat and jogged for fifteen minutes twice a week.

Actually, I cut all junk food and substituted with fruit and vegetables. Lots of rice, canned veggie and tofu. And I jogged twice a week. And lots of water. I still have the occasional handful of chips. But, celery with some peanut butter, or a pickle is much better. When I get really hungry, I drink a big glass of water. I don't even feel like I'm on a diet, just alot healthier. I'm stoked, this op is gonna change my life.

Thanks Bambu for helping me out with the expertise.

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can't tofu cause gyne?

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I'm stoked, this op is gonna change my life.

You got that right!  ;D ;) ;D


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Thanks Bambu for helping me out with the expertise.

To what are you referring Dude?

John.

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Just....your experience I guess.

So, I'm tryin to enjoy summer. So far to go.

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Hey Zardoz, I'm just wondering if you met  Dr.Peers in Burnaby?  He's gonna do the excision on me sometime this summer for free (covered) and he usually waits for a year before doing the lipo (which i wont do)...

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Nope, never heard of him. What's his deal? I'm stoked to be doing this with Fielding in TO.

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Just....your experience I guess.

Oh, okay, thanks Dude... I'm glad that I could be of some help to you and others... :)

John.

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Ha! I won $120 playing poker on the internet (Off of a $20 investment).

I know I should only be writing about Gyne, but this is my journal and I'm going to show you guys some of my writing. I'm a writer by the way. I write for a bunch of magazines in Vancouver. I love writing.

Here is an essay I wrote on Robotics and it's use in the military. Maybe one day I'll write about this experience.

{Asimo does not have a gender as Asimo is a robot. I will refer to Asimo as a "He" For the purposes of this report.}

Asimo gets his gun

     
     Meet Asimo. He's an advanced Humanoid robot developed by the Technology Division of Honda for the purpose of interacting with Humans in their environment. Asimo can walk forward and backward, up and down stairs, navigating most kinds of terrain with ease and precision - and without direction from a human controller. Asimo can recognize voices as well as the faces that accompany them. Give Asimo a command and he will bend to your wishes without complaint. Presently Asimo's skills are limited to simple tasks such as walking, dancing and opening doors, but the possibilities for a robotic humanoid are endless and Honda has many upgrades in store. Asimo is a marvel of modern technology and a leap forward in the evolution of mankind's ingenuity. Asimo is also the great Granddaddy of robots that will be used to kill.
     Honda started their "Walking Humanoid" program in 1989 with the intention of creating the world's first independently functional walking humanoid. I have seen the videos of Asimo walking and interacting with his human trainers; he moves in an eerily natural way. So graceful is Asimo in his mechanical ballet that one might question whether there isn't a small child stationed inside the robotic shell. According to their website, Honda wants to have production grade Asimo's installed in consumer's homes for use as "Personal Assistants" as early as 2010. Here is what Honda thinks of Asimo in their own words. "The first two-legged walking humanoid represents the fruition of engineerszeal to create an innovative kind of mobility that brings a whole new value to human society in perfect co-existence and harmony. Indeed, mans dream has taken the first but steady step into the future as the robot steps forward." Perfect co-existence and harmony? I am sure you have all heard the story about the robots that eventually tire of their slave-like dependency on humans and gain an awareness of self-preservation - thus causing them to arise and destroy their inefficient-fleshy Masters. It is as if Asimo's creators are already reacting to yet unspoken criticism.      
     The day I first saw Asimo on T.V., he was dancing with a pretty girl and walking in cute little circles, enthralling the hearts and minds of civilians throughout the world. After my amazement had faded slightly, I recalled upon a conversation I had with my roommate a week prior when I told him that Humans would see, in our lifetime, giant robots (or what some call 'Mechs') being used for the purposes of construction, but most likely military applications. "Piss off." was his reply. This was a completely valid response considering I had no sufficient evidence to back my claim. Ok, maybe there won't be 'Mechs' as we recognize from Saturday morning television, but the military is definitely looking the way of the robot and the military will be the force that drives the evolution of this technology.
     In comes DARPA: The Defense Advanced Research Projects Agency. DARPA are the 'Knights of the Round Table' in the American Defense and Technology Sector. Here is a mission statement off of their website. "DARPA’s mission is to maintain the technological superiority of the U.S. military and prevent technological surprise from harming our national security by sponsoring revolutionary, high-payoff research that bridges the gap between fundamental discoveries and their military use."  "Technological superiority", That's some not so subtle newspeak for "We will build the bigger gun first". These are the guys that really pissed of Einstein. DARPA'S projects are varied and diverse, but this essay will focus on just a few of their projects involving advanced robotics and artificial intelligence.
     The Swarm project is a joint effort between the AI company Icosystems and robotics company I-Robot. Darpa licensed these companies to fit 120 I-Robot built machines with Swarm Technology's Swarm AI. The Swarm technology mimics the behaviour of insects. Insects use pheromones to determine the quickest route to their target destination, as seen most notably in ant trails. Through repetition involving trial and error, the trail becomes stronger and more efficient at directing the swarm towards its target. The military says that it could possibly use this technology for the purposes of mine clearing and/or search and rescue. Hundreds of robots moving in a great swarm is the last thing one might want to be 'rescued' by.       
     The University of Berkley has developed what it calls a "Lower Extremity Exoskeleton” for the U.S. Military. This system is essentially a robotic set of legs powered by a backpack-mounted generator that allows soldiers to carry up to 500 pounds at great speed as if they were carrying a mere 5 pounds. You simply step into the robot leg-suit and walk as you normally would. The demo video on the Berkley website has a young university student stomping back and forth across the floor like he's a fledgling Terminator. It's difficult not imagine the devastation a group of soldiers strapped into heavily armored robot suits might wreak on an enemy compound. The project so far is only limited by the weight of the motor the occupant must carry.
     One of the most chilling projects I discovered on Darpa's website was the "Self-Healing Mine" project. It is essentially, a land mine field that forms a communication grid in between each bomb residing on the grid. If there is a breach in the mine field's perimeter, the AI will move the bombs short distances, using tiny jump rockets in order to fill  the gaps in the perimeter. The enemy, in theory, will fall into the same trap numerous times. Yes, another excellent idea from the Human race: mines that move themselves.
     Onward we march into the future, following the quest for knowledge and power. I still believe we will see Mechs in our lifetime whether we like it or not. The pieces are falling into place. The Japanese have been worshipping and embracing the concept of beautiful robotic killing machines through various art forms for generations. We as westerners only seem to embrace concepts that make our lives easier right now. Why pay someone to haul garbage, shoot a gun or fight a fire when a robot can do it for you? Why work beyond controlling these machines? They will become the mandatory workforce whether the requirement be building or destroying. This has been foreseen in the dreams of scientists, writers and philosophers since the invention of the wheel. Einstein once said "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has exceeded our humanity." Visionaries like him have also foreseen the stupidity of giving problem-solving abilities to a tool. Humans are obviously a problem if you look at us from any point of view other than our own.

Anthony Newton
Sources
http://world.honda.com/ASIMO/
http://www.darpa.mil/
http://www.darpa.mil/ato/programs/tmr.htm
http://www.dres.dnd.ca/ResearchTech/Products/MilEng_Products/RD20003_ROBOTS/index_e.html
http://www.darpa.mil/ato/programs/SHM/index.html#
http://www.irobot.com/governmentindustrial/product_detail.cfm?prodid=34
http://www.detnews.com/2004/technology/0403/14/technology-88494.htm



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zardoz..why didn't you try and get this operation done for free in Vancouver? Like the other guy said, excision is covered by health-care in BC. I'm even getting a bit of lipo with my operation and it's costing me nothing. On top of that, I only had consultation with the doctor on May 5th, and my date of surgery is June 1st. I feel blessed in a sense, because I would have had to go into deep debt.

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I would have liked to have known that before. I put out several posts asking members what they knew about surgeons in BC. Nobody knew, and I had no family doctor to ask. After research, I discovered that the excision would still be covered if I went to TO to get the op by Dr. Craig Fielding. I have been told my airfare and possibly my hotel will be paid for. I do have to pay $1248 for lipo however, which I can live with. I have no regrets about going to TO to get op'd since Dr. Fielding is such an experienced and highly recommended plastic surgeon with hundreds of gyne cases under his belt. He's one of the best in North America from what I'm told. I want only the best to slice me up.


 

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