My life is a never ending loop of depression...

[Spleen]

Go see a doctor and ask about clinical depression. 

[Jackd]

I've seen the doctor again since and had a blood test, he said testosterone is a bit low but the results aren't staggeringly bad. I've been referred to an endocrinologist, waiting for the appointment so will see how it goes from there. Also getting back into a fitness routine.

I don't want to go down the depression route with the doctor, he already knows about it and reccomended i get referred to a psyche... I said I didn't want to... I think the gyne and lookin younger than my age contribute mostly do the depression, so I'm just working on saving for the gyne op and seeing the endo to find out what's wrong etc.. provided that all goes well I think I'll feel a whole lot better.