Hi everybody, this is my story
The first time i notice i had gynecomastia was when i had 10 years old. I've always been a little chubby but at this age i didn'T care about this coz at this they weren't big and i didn't mind about the opinion of others. I started swiming at 11 and i quit 2 lessons after. My parents didn't notice and didn't comprehend. At this age i didnt tell them (i didnt know that it was a disease).
The day i went to highschool is the day i went in hell. At this moment i wasn't shy and i made friend (basketball). The first day of sport, was one of the most horrible day of my life
when i put my shirt of everyone notice it and start saying that i had boobs. My classmates did a lot of joke about me but even if it hurt me, i laugh with them and make joke about myself so that they don't see that it was my weakness.
At the end of the year, we had a final trip to a water parc attraction. Even if i didn't wanted to go my mother force me 2. That day was the most horrible day of my life. Everyone was taking a look at me. The girls in bikini said that i had more then them . Since that day, im not the same person that i used to be. In the summer i became shy and i didn't want to go out. I stayed to my house for 1 month without going out.
When the summer past, i got in 8th grade. Even if i was shy, i was in the class with the popular guy and i became famous too
. I was invited to almost every party and in one of them, there was the girl that i a kick on. We dance and everything but when we did a slow , she felt my boobs and start laughing. She even tried to squeeze them
It really crushed me mentally. After that day, i told to my parents about my problem. About how im walking, why i don't want to go to the mall and all that stuffed.
We went to the doctor and he told me that it will go and that i should do sport. Since i was good in basketball i joined the team in 9th grade. I thought that i would get in shape and get confidence but i was wrong. One day, the coach wanted us to do a practice match like aways. We didn't have marking shirt so he putted me on the skin team. My teammate were laughing and calling me by female name while i was playing. I wanted to quit the team but if i did they would have call me loser and knew that it was my weak point. So 2 days per week i endure this shit
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Today i always have my gyne. I know that i have a mental problem, but i just can't get rid of it. I'm really excited cause school's going to finish (only 3 exams left) and i'll stop suffering all day.
It was my story it really feels good to write this down. Thanks for reading
Sorry for the crappy english it's not my first language.