Taken a long time before I could bring myself to post pics, but f**k it, I need some opinions...
I have had gyne for years, since I was about 11/12 is first time I noticed it and started affecting my life, sure I had it before then just was just too young to care at the time.. Since then I've led a hidden life, summers wearing jumpers and jackets and not going out, not going swimming, not going on holiday etc... in summer I just don't go out unless I realy have to (i.e work) last year I found compression vests and that boosted my confidence a bit! but still don't wear t-shirts much even now...
All those years of mostly sat at a PC at home and no exercise, as well as low testosterone levels left me pretty weak and I looked really bad (still do!)
Anyways, I started "training" in May 08 this year... I still haven't sorted my diet properly so the results aren't as good as they could be really, I do weight training only, no cardio and only train 3 times a week.. trying to step up my game a bit now though and sort my diet as I'm aiming for surgery early next year and want a "beach body" by next summer if possible, got some catching up of "life" to do!!!!!
Now, here's some pictures, firstly a comparison pic... I only started training in May of this year... The improvement from the first picture to the May picture isn't from training, but because I started TRT. My T levels are still low
but they are better than they were last year.
The latest pic (from today) is not long after training and I am tensed, so holding a bit more fat than it shows and it doesn't really show the gyne all that well...... not sure if there's much improvement over the may pic? I can't tell I've grown to hate myself so much I just can't see any changes hence asking for unbiased opinions.
I am still holding a fair bit of fat but gradually getting it down, I just need to sort my diet properly to lose the bodyfat
just find the diet side so much harder than the training. Had a lot to deal with too, as you can see in the first pics I have a really curved spine which I've recently found out is called Lordosis, so a lot of my training has just been trying to get my lower back a bit stronger etc. I think my posture has greatly improved since the first pics? But I have a long way to go before I'm remotely happy.
The other picture (side one) is from last week or so, its relaxed and shows the gyne a bit more how it is normally... IMO it's a lot worse than that normally though.
So, thoughts?? Does the gyne (relaxed pic) look better than before? Does my back look straighter than before? And for any of the surgeons on these boards (or people who've been through same with similar body etc) am I likely to ever get a nice body?? or am I always going to be held back by the curved spine and gyne??