Agreed gyne. If it wasn’t for the support of this forum I’d be much more insecure about things. But like others have said I love feeling them in their natural state some days. The bounce and jiggle of simple things like a bump in the road or casual walking with a coworker and feeling them move a bit is euphoric in a sense and just reaffirms what they are.
When I began growing and a surgeon told me to hold off on surgery due to the possibility of growing long term that may make surgery pointless, I freaked out. I asked him if it can actually grow to be a concern. And he was the one who mentioned for most no. For some, can grow to be that of the average size of women in the family. I don’t know the average size of women in my family but if I had to best guess, DD-D cup is my best assumption. I immediately had these worries in my head I’d be some Dolly Parton freak walking around.
I’d google breast size and braless to get an idea of what I could look like if it got to be that serious. I’d cry and panic and be incredibly nervous every time I felt any inkling of a tingle or itch in my chest that made me go please don’t be growing lol.
Now I’m a small C cup and they still hide fairly ok under shirts in a bra or braless still thankfully. As I love them but don’t wish for them to be an object of others noticing. I don’t feel like a freak at all. My worries back then were for nothing as found in now. And panic when feeling any inkling of growth possibly occurring has been replaced with happiness and excitement. It’s funny to look back at how much worry and embarrassment I had when they started growing. And how much pride and enjoyment I have in how fuller they’ve grown over the 6 years of onset.
I chalk it up to just over time you adjust to them and realize it really isn’t all that bad after all. And while if they got to a fuller size like women in my family at the assumed D or DD cup I’m sure my attitude would shift dramatically toward them. But I’d like to imagine if they did keep growing for any reason, that attitude would be like the attitude in the beginning and shift toward how it is currently regarding my view of them.