I am really sorry for you!!!
I know how hard it is to go for surgery in the first place!!
I have all the money ready..but still I dont have the guts to go through it!!
I havnt even had a stich on my body yet and I'm almost 24!!I dont put up with pain much!!
Did have a broken leg once due to a bike accident two years back.But I was drunk and the pain didnt
matter much.
Please dont bother going for another revision to that shitter doc.He doesnt understand the pain we go through with this issue.And even after putting up with surgery ..if the results arent good..I would've given him a castration w/o local sedation!!!
If I was in your place...i would be MADMADMAD!!!